STALKER HAS RUINED MY LIFE

 I came to the realisation today that I’m never going to be free of this Stalking  has ruined my life and will continue to if I allow it to. Right now I don’t know where to go from here.

Everybody every place and everything is ruined by this friend,family,churches. 

Everything I like and love it taken from me because other people cannot cope with the knowledge or fear that I deal with everyday.

I have 2 Stalkers one who is violent and very dangerous the other a woman I met in the Mormon  church  many years ago unlike the 1st one she focuses on her computer skills to hack people to cyber Salcombe and to make malicious emails to other people pretending to be other people my friend and I have had a lot of problems this woman she’s very manipulative and she has a psychiatric Illness which makes her behave the way she does she think she is very important and she thinks that she has got to be centre of attention all the time.

Only recentlillness which makes her behave the way she does she think she is very important and she thinks that she has got to be centre of attention all the time. Only recently did I discover that the first stalker I have who I must’ve met I blamed for a lot that has happened recently what I was not told what contact me to somebody or somewhere was made by email that was not David that was her pretending to be him.

How do I known first that contact was made by email I would’ve immediately known it wasn’t David he doesn’t email he will write to you or he will attend in person but he will never email in the 33 years he has stalked me never once has he contacted me by email. He also has never called me by my name.

I’ve been much more concerned about the female she’s a very manipulative nasty kind of person she has had me imprisoned for a week with false allegations.

 She has stalked a psychologist and made his life and his family‘s life hell. She was arrested and charged and sectioned under the mental health act for all of that.

it is not just I she targets it is a very good friend of mine that has constantly been targeted by this female I did not know she would go as far as trying to contact people I knew they don’t know about her they only knew about the first one and after the reaction I got was that I will never tell them about the second one.

It’s once again old years night and tomorrow will be a New Year I can only hope for myself and for everybody else that 2022 will be a good Year.

Anyone who is suffering from stalking or any other type of abuse please click the link below to see what help you can get.

If anyone needs help please contact https://www.actionagainststalking.org/

https://www.thefreelibrary.com/Lying+stalker+has+taken+out+a+court+ban+just+so+he+can+torment+me...-a058742158 

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What’s the difference between Sociopathy and psychopathy

 Sociopathy it’s a mental health condition that is believed to affect approximately one to 4% of adults, and there’s more common in men than women, some doctors say it’s much more prevalent. While the term Sociopathy it’s not used medically to describe a mental health condition - The closest diagnosis is antisocial personality disorder. 

Lack of Empathy 

When a person is unable to understand the feelings of others is probably the most well known behaviours of a sociopath.  The individual may be oblivious to the feelings or concerns of other people which makes it easy for them to manipulate others for their own gain.

When we hurt others they tend to not feel any guilt or shame or remorse  for the actions this is because they can’t place them self in someone else’s shoes or imagine how someone who’s hurting might be suffering. 

Cold Nature 

Due to their limited ability to experience emotion and empathy, people with sociopathy May come across as being cold.  They may demonstrate this by not showing emotions on investment in the lives of others. They will easily take advantage of those around them.

Narcissistic 

While narcissism is a personality disorder and self it is also a common trait among sociopaths.  It is hard not to notice narcissistic behaviours as the individual will demonstrate strong love and admiration towards Themselves They tend to have a huge sense of entitlement and also they tend to blame others for their own failures.

Charming

Upon first meeting a sociopath you might actually find them to be quite charming this is because when the sociopath is unable to understand the emotions of others they are right rather highly adept at mimicking them. 

They are masters of disguise the main tool to keep them from being discovered as a creation of another personality.” Sounds terrifying! 

7 Common  Signs Of  Psychopathy 

 Socially irresponsible behaviour.

Disregarding or violating the rights of others.

Inability to distinguish between right or wrong.

Difficulty with showing remorse or empathy.

Tendency to lie often.

Manipulating and hurting others.

Recurring problems with the law.

IN MEMORY OF MUM

 My mum died on the 25th of May 2020 of dementia I’m doing a short story on how my mum impacted my life and what she did for me.

My mum was born on the 12th of March 1927 she was born in a Fife town called Thornton she was born to Margaret and Jim Taylor who are my Gran and grandad and her sister Jesse they both had a good life with their mum and dad they maybe didn’t have much. but gran never let it show that her life was hard when World War Two was on.

My grandad Jim Taylor drove trains the old steam trains.

Mum had several jobs but the first big job she got was with a company in Kirkcaldy called James gentle and son chartered quantity surveyors mum was a proof reader right into her elderly years you could not make a mistake or mum would pick holes in it.    

 when my solicitor wrote to me once my  mum picked holes in  the letter within seconds telling me that all the grammar errors and bad spelling and that was from the lawyers office.

Mum and dad thought they could not have children so they adopted me at the age of five months only then to discover they were  pregnant with my sister. 

Mum being such a remarkable woman told no one she was expecting in case they stopped  the adoption.

She  only told people after the adoption of legally through the courts.

 Knowing she was having her biological child she could easily have discarded me but she didn’t she loved me unconditionally and never made a difference between my sister and I.

As a child I was not an easy child they thought I had learning disability  which turned out not to be true. 

My teenage years were difficult I broke the law more than once and alcohol was my best friend. Throughout everything I did wrong my mum stood by my side and supported me unconditionally.   For me to have a mum like her was amazing she to me was one in 1 million.

She struggled through life with a hairclip and cleft palate which was never fixed. But 30 years ago she was discovered to have Temporal arteritis which left her with  peripheral vision in one eye and numerous other health issues that came with this condition. 

Mum just got on With it you  would never of known that she had pins and needles on her feet 24 seven and could not feel her feet as she walked faster than most.

My mum was an inspiration to me she taught me how to live on my own how to cope when the time came that I would lose her what to do and what not to do more what not to do.

I will be forever grateful to God for allowing me to have this woman my mum in my life because she was quite frankly a gift from God to me.

God bless everyone who reads this and I wish you well.

MY STALKING NIGHTMARE THE DAY I THOUGHT I WOULD BE KILLED

 Around 30 years ago my life changed forever and led to the most terrifying day of my life the day I thought I would die.

One day I came across a man begging in the street and saw he was someone I’d known at school, I felt sorry for him and invited him home for a hot drink he was very grateful and came with me.

After that time he returned to my house numerous times without being invited. I had to tell him that he could not just turn up when it pleased him. I thought he understood “ HE DID NOT” he returned many times repeatedly and each time he behaved as though I had said nothing to him.

On my return from work one day I opened my intercom door to see him sitting inside the close but outside my front door before I could say anything he got down on one knee with a ring in a box and said will you marry me. I was completely shocked as I did not think of him that way ever.

I let him down gently and told him NO that appeared to work and he left. But to my horror he went completely mad at being rejected and left my stairwell in a rage.  Later on the same night he was once again inside my stairwell this time however he was “ dripping blood”  he had taken a knife and cut his neck declaring he was dying. I phoned the Police they in turn called an ambulance and he was taken to hospital. 

Hours later he was back again throwing stones at my window I was on the 2nd floor so he broke my neighbours window instead.

Over the next few months he superglued razor blades to my door handle, vandalised the flats I lived in and he broke my intercom, he did numerous other things to which he was charged and pled guilty in court. His behaviour toward me became very aggressive and attention seeking until the day his fury exploded at me and left me permanently disabled because he hit my leg with a big metal bar and kicked me with steel toe cap boots leaving me permanently damaged by his actions.

What I did not know that I know now that this was the start of an ordeal that begun In 1985 and is still ongoing today 2021 

On September 1st 1993 I was in hospital having surgery on my leg due to the injury he caused with the metal bar. I had asked that no one get into see me as my parents were on route home from a holiday in Melbourne with family.   Later that day I looked over the ward to see him approaching my bed I was terrified but before I could alert anyone he lifted up his jumper to show me a gun after pulling the curtains round the bed. He said come with me or I will kill everyone here so I complied. He then told the taxi to wait as we went shopping him with a gun under his jumper me terrified but doing as he said.

We then went to my flat where he continued to terrify me with a gun. He phoned the Police and told them he had a gun and was holding me hostage I thought yes I will now be rescued but after an hour no one came nearly two hours later they came. They thought it was a hoax unbelievable.  Only when they came to the door and he pointed the gun at them did things start to happen.

Armed Police surrounded the flats moving people away from their houses. He started to get very worked up and he then took off his clothes and said I’m going to rape you thankfully he quickly discovered that holding a gun in one hand while attempting to do something else entirely was to difficult so he stopped and got dressed. That was the worst thing that he could ever have attempted because I would have done anything to stop that from happening.

His behaviour got really frightening he said the walls were all talking to him telling him to do different things and telling him to kill me.

He lunged at me and I fell backwards hurting my shoulder which later needed surgery. He said he had done people before his words I’ve done people before. Not sure what he was talking about I was really scared.

 He then put on a tape of Barbara Dickson Caravans it played on a loop for the whole 9 hours. He said there was messages in it for him.

He then started to. do thingswith himself in my house with his private part ( to rude to say)

The Police by this time had taken control of my phone so only they could control it they rung he took the call demanding a helicopter to fly him away with a million pounds and then he would let me go.

He also wanted to speak with his social worker and his psychiatrist and GP

By this time it was really late at night I was terrified he would shoot me.

I was told later that my mum and dad were met at the airport by police on their arrival home to be told he was holding me hostage. They had been away visiting family in Melbourne.

After 10 long hours and many phone calls he surrendered and let me go I bundled my cat in her box and walked out to be met by loads of police with guns.

I was swiftly removed and taken to my local police station before my dad collected me and my cat.

Eventually he was at court he got 9 months and was out in 6 when it all happened again but with a massive knife. He got 5 years fir holding me hostage with a knife.

From then until now I have lost my mum and stepdad to dementia and lost my family to fear have no friends lost my church to fear and ignorance. I now live in a house that is so secure with cameras everywhere and alarms on doors and windows.

I live a life of fear because I know on day he will come back and the next time he might kill me.    

I will Post links below

https://www.actionagainststalking.org/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_emergency_telephone_numbers

https://www.scotland.police.uk/advice-and-information/stalking/

https://www.police.uk/advice/advice-and-information/sh/stalking-harassment/how-to-report-stalking-harassment/