Today is Sunday, the 19th of October 2025.

This last few months have been a nightmare for me I was happy doing volunteer work for a lovely church then at the end of August everything changed a group called Red Rose UK stormed in and and caused dreadful amount of trouble. One person working there had a wrongful conviction and this group made trouble for everyone. Ultimately I got the sack as did another person I now know they assumed I knew something about all this which I did not.

I had previously spoken about my stalker and all the problems that comes with that  I also had that brought up and I suppose I would say cast up  to me. I feel that 33 years of having this person pursue me make trouble for me all because he wants to marry me. I can absolutely guarantee I do not feel that way about him at all and never have done. I did not ask to be attacked by this Man. I did not ask to be held at  gunpoint. I did not ask for him to constantly pursue me. I am absolutely have never done anything to encourage this.

I feel like my whole life has been ruined by one innocent encounter when I felt sorry for someone and offered to give him  a cup of tea. Yes I went to school with this Man. now I have never been in a relationship with this Man and never will be. I honestly don’t know what to do from here other than to leave the country.

Unless you are a victim of a stalker, you will never understand how much it takes over your life. How much fear  you live in every day? How you wait  to know if he is going to kill you one day.

There needs to be a lot more help for people who have mental health issues that make them focus attention on others and continue to ruin lives of others.

All my life has been constantly ruined by this one person and his friends he is very diligent in doing his research on everyone I have contact with. I can never keep friends as they do not understand what it’s like to live like this and ultimately, their life gets ruined as well.

Until recently I would never have known he was behind any of this nor did. I know he had a female helping him.

Once again I have lost everything my friends my church my job. I do not blame them as they have to consider their own safety. 

The local law enforcement appear to not be able to do anything.